Sinfinis: Music

of course it’s biological                     
you think it’s just a game                  
something in you dies                      
every time you play                          
there never is a winner                    
and she’ll never know your name    
I’m getting older all the time       
she doesn’t age a day                      

she’ll be your dream
she’s there waiting
to be your every fantasy
she doesn’t sleep
your secrets keep
but she won’t kiss you

you’re slipping in and out of nothing
just beyond my reach
the lessons that you need to learn
are ones that I can’t teach
so I step back and bite my lip
until it bleeds
Heaven knows you hear me less
the louder I scream

she’ll be your dream
she’s there waiting
to be your every fantasy
now you can’t sleep
and you don’t feel
and she won’t kiss you
 
I don’t know which of you I pity more 
I don’t know which of you I pity more 

she’ll be your dream
she’s there waiting
to be your every fantasy
now you can’t sleep
you’re in too deep
your secrets leak
you’re feeling weak
this isn’t real
she isn’t me
and she won’t kiss you